I am completely heartbroken that Michael won't be there at home when I get home tonight. Even though I knew this trip was coming and I had ample time to prepare myself for the fact that he was leaving, it still hit me very hard as I had to say goodbye this morning. I know that others go much longer stints without their spouses, and I consider myself lucky for getting so much time with him. But this will be the longest amount of time in the nearly 3 years we've been married that we've been seperated, and in the middle of our first pregnancy none-the-less. I didn't even manage to get out of the garage on my way to work before I starting sobbing uncontrollably. It was aweful. I cried all the way to work. I just love Michael so much, and he does so much for me and has been my emotional support for over 5 years now, and not having him with me is killing me. So if anyone knows of someone here in Wichita hiring mechanical engineers, please let us know, because him spending every 2 weeks in Minnesota is not going to fly for too long. Please pray for us as Michael begins searching for jobs again. And, God willing, hopefully he will be able to find something that will keep him local.
...pity party over for now...
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