Wednesday, March 19, 2014

Who Can I Pay???

Seriously...  Who can I pay to clean my house??  I'm so overwhelmed by the constant mess that Avery and Dayton make, the never ending laundry, the dishes and the kitchen, I'm exhausted.  I know I overuse the pregnancy card, but that's what I'm blaming this on.  I used to be able to keep up on this stuff and have the energy to do it, but lately I can't.  I'm worn out.  I just want to leave the house for 12 hours.  I want to get a manicure, a pedicure, a massage, and a haircut.  And when I get home from a day of worrying about myself instead of Avery, Dayton, the house, and the mess, I want the house to be cleaned.  I want my dishes done and the dishwasher empty.  I want the floor vacuumed and the dog pee spots out of the carpet.  I want the laundry done and put away, diapers too.  I want the books mended, put away, and not strung all over the upstairs.  I want my kitchen and bathrooms deep cleaned and sanitized.  I want the toys in the basement put away and more pee spots cleaned up.  I want the desk cleaned and organized and all our important papers safely stored in a safety deposit box at the bank and not in a less-than-secure file cabinet.  I'm tired.  I blame it on pregnancy.  I know this overwhelmed feeling isn't going to go away when Connor gets here, but I know eventually I'll have energy again and I'll at least keep up.  I'm worn out now and just feel like crying when I look at the huge mess and wonder where to begin (this, I also blame on the pregnancy, stupid hormones).  I'm overwhelmed and need help.  So who can I pay to clean my house?  Because as much as I'd like to help, pitch in, and do some of the work myself, what I want more is a shower, a hot meal on my own time instead of the babies', and a nap.  Cleaning this daunting mess is low on my list.  Ugh.  What a day.  This rant is brought to you by this picture of Dayton tearing tissues up all over the floor.  Where did he get them?  Avery climbed on top of the breakfast nook table and proceeded to pull them, one by one, out of the box.  Where was I?  Laying on the couch trying to rest for a moment.  My mistake.

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