So, yeah, I flaked out there at the end. :\ Sorry about that. To make up for it, here are 30 things I'm thankful for (in no particular order). Hope you all had a great November and are looking forward to a wonderful December. Happy Holidays!
I'm thankful for:
1. My husband - kind, loving, respectful, gentle, and caring, my better half, my partner, the man I happily give my heart to each and every day
2. My son - sweet, innocent, happy, carefree, and unconditionally loving, my snugglebug, my wake up call, my noisy nurser, the little man who captured my heart before his birth and has never let it go
3. My daughter - loud, rowdy, polite, ever learning, and silly, who plays pretend, my mini-me (for better or worse), my goofy girl, the little girl who has the keen ability to frustrate me and make me want to squeeze her with hugs and cover her with kisses all out the same time
4. Our home - not just the structure, but the life that Michael and I have built for ourselves (with the help of many), the warmth in the winter, the cool in the summer, a house full of light and love and laughter
5. Our family - far and near, seen daily, weekly, monthly, yearly, or even less often, they all hold a special place in my heart, good and bad, they make me who I am and ever change me
6. K-State basketball and football - an excuse to get out of the house, get out of town, get back to the place where Michael and I truly feel at home, our teams, our alma mater, we are proud fans and alumni
7. Our roommates - friends close by, live in babysitters and dogsitters, and a source of income that helps support me being a stay at home mom
8. Michael's job - AeTR has been good to us, despite frustrations with inconsistant job review and raises, they are a good company and Michael knows his job is secure, that peace of mind means a lot, and Michael's job also allows me to stay home with the kids
9. My job - a stay-at-home mom is the most frustrating, rewarding, hard, and amazing job I've ever had, there are moments when I love it, moments I hate it, and moments when I just feel like I'm going crazy, but I get to raise three awesome kiddos and that is truly a blessing
10. Family time - tonight we decorated the Christmas trees, drank hot chocolate, listened to Christmas music, and watched the Muppet Christmas Carol, this is just one example of the fun family time I get to have with Michael and the kids (and the roommates) (because I'm now a stay-at-home-mom)
11. Cool weather - as fall begins to come to a close and winter approaches I'm thankful for the changing of the seasons, though I'm not fond of the extreme cold that winter can bring, there are a lot of other things that I'm thankful for in this new season
12. New and first time experiences - Connor's first Christmas is rapidly approaching, Avery went out and truly played in the snow for the first time a couple weeks ago, a new Christmas advent book tradition, Christmas Eve PJ's and a snack with a movie, as my family grows and grows up there are new and exciting things to experience
13. Unending, unfailing, unconditional love - from my husband, to my husband, to my kids, from my kids, from my family and friends, to my family and friends, I'm reminded regularly of the blessings I have and am thankful for all the love I give and receive each day, sometimes it overpowers me, I am blessed
14. Coffee - my sweet amber nectar, refreshing and empowering, even decaf has a way of making my day better
15. Gilmore Girls - yes, I'm thankful for my favorite show, my tv friends, for my 7 seasons on DVD so I have been able to binge watch them for years before they arrived on Netflix, they make me laugh, cry, smile, want to eat, want to drink coffee, and make me want to be a cool and real mom
16. Heat - I know someone who's furnace is broken at the moment, and tonight will be a cold night, I'm thankful for the heat in my home, the blankets on my bed and the kids' beds, and the warm body I cuddle up next to each and every night
17. My car - I've had my car for 5 years now, it's been paid off for a year now, my parents helped me with the money to get my car and someday I'll pay them back for that, I love my car, it's my only car I've picked out on my own, the title was in my name from the day it came off the lot, I'm proud of it
18. Being a crunchy Mama - I use cloth diapers, I breastfeed, I make my own baby food, I shop at garage sales, second hand stores, and consignment sales, my kids don't have solids until they're 6 months old or sweets until they're a year, my two year old is still rear facing in her carseat, I'm proud (for the most part) of the type of mom I am, I believe I'm doing what's best for my kids
19. Food - during this season of overindulging on sweets, snacks, dinners, and drinks, I'm thankful that we have dinner on our table each night, that my mom and I enjoy baking each holiday season, and that my family is never hungry when we go to bed at night
20. Laughter - Connor's giggles, Avery's silliness as she jumps around, on the couch, on the bed, and the floor while she pushes on her Daddy, up far past her bedtime, the way Michael can make me laugh with his puns and nerdy jokes, I am blessed to have a house full of laughter
21. Our dogs - Harlee and Gabby were our babies long before Avery and Connor came around, and while they've taken a backseat since the children arrived, I'm still very blessed by their presense in our lives and I think the kids are too
22. Christmas decorations - we waited until after we returned from Thanksgiving with Michael's family to get things out, but I love Christmas decorations and I love the beautiful festive way our home looks
23. Timehop - trivial though it may be, I'm thankful for my timehop app that allows me to look back in time on this date throughout my time on facebook, I enjoy the peek into the past
24. Bedtime - my fellow young parents can relate most to this, I'm thankful for the time of day when two of my biggest blessings in life are asleep in bed and I get a couple of hours to myself without them at my side
25. Our fireplace - a peaceful center to our living room, a warm and cozy place to gather, a beautiful feature that makes me love our house even more, and best of all, gas, so no muss or fuss with wood or ashes
26. Our photographer - Courtney has captured so many beautiful moments in our family, and I'm sure she'll capture many more in years to come, I am blessed by each session she's done for us, her pictures are some of my most cherished possessions
27. Wichita - though Manhattan is where Michael and I feel most at home, Wichita is where our kids will call home, I'm thankful for the many entertaining activities here, the city always has things going on, and we'll spend a good chunk of our lifetime enjoying this great city, there were many other places we could have ended up, I'm glad we settled on here
28. Quiet moments - with a house in constant need of cleaning and two (or three) babies running and crawling around, with a husband away at work so I can stay at home doing what I love, with dishes and laundry piling up and dogs howling at imaginary people in the field behind us, when I find a quiet moment, I'm truly thankful for the opportunity to savor it
29. My Savior - I can do all things through Christ, who strengthens me, in Him all things are possible, He cares for me is ways I cannot see, imagine, or do for myself, I owe Him everything
30. Technology - I watched as computers became a household appliance, I listened as the internet dialed up, I learned powerpoint and microsoft word, I texted and wondered why I'd ever need the internet on my phone, I took my ipod to Africa and added friends on facebook, and now I'm blogging so that I remember years from now what I thought and felt and how life was, and you can read, comment, and experience my life with me through the miracle of technology, that is pretty stinkin cool
So there, 30 things I'm thankful for. So much more exists, but I'm sleepy and have a long week ahead of me. Wishing you all a very happy holiday season. :)